whats it all about really? when i first started my blog i didnt have a plan for other than to document my journey through nyc nightlife and the gay adult industry (which by the way is still very surreal for me) and basic shameless self promotion. i mean, why the fuck not?! it stems from my theatre and film background and like most people in entertainment there is a huge part of us that wants LOTS of attention yet we dont want you intruding where you dont belong. an oxymoron existence, i know, i know!
many of my counterparts blog about their experiences, good and bad. they dish, they fight, its quite fun to read and i believe me when i tell you i read them ALL! so, what to do with this, this thing. this medium, this voice? i dont know. but i do know that excitement about what im doing is a driving force. just look back at my IML/GRABBY weekend up dates which i totally forgot to finish once i got back to new york.
then, with all that i do, where do i find the time to sit write when things are fresh in my mind? this is one of my things. if i cant get it down right then and there i'll either forget, loose interest and wonder does anyone really care? who knows? but i will be writing more for sure.
~MD
